Had a good cry last night. Just gotten stretched to the extreme that I just broke down. Hais. I am sorry honey. Didn't mean to take it out on you. I'm sorry. Sunday. I missed service today. Hais. I just got grounded fer today. Sianned.
hmms. Oh wells. Hate to be reminded of my bad memories lorhs. I am sumone whu badly wishes to forget all the shitty-nutty stuffs n hides them all at the back of my head. Hmms. Sumhow, ppl will just unintentionally remind me of them. *cringes in pain* Hmms.. I seriously haf a psychological problem after all that has happened. hais. Insecurity has became a part of me now. And sumtimes, it drives me crazy. Sumtimes, I really wish I wldn't haf that dumb feeling in me. argh. But I can't help much about it. *frustrations* Hate this mans. When will this ever end fer me? =((
I dread the month of May. Year after year, the same stuffs happened. Kinda a routine lers. I'm used to it. *shrugs* Became numbed lers. hmms. Oh wells. Haf decided to get the 200++ bracelet fer mummie. Gona be sososo broke. I wish this year wld be different. I wana be happy, that's all.
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